Actually i dont know why in my whole life i have to be so controlled by table tennis! In primary and seconday school i had to suffer under the hands of *** and now i have to be so damn unappreciated by team mates and even the coach. I just cant express what i feel in my heart now! Not as if i have never tried to be friends with all of you but in the first place. But some of them just show the i cant be bothered with you look. Maybe because i always Dao you all but i really cant bring myself to talk to all of you. Firstly, i dont even like your shitty attitudes, thinking all of you are like the best around. OH GOD! I REALLY CANT STAND ALL THESE ANYMORE!

I really wish to quit this cca and join some relaxing cca(golf) with my friends. Though i know i have to pay a fee of maybe $100 plus, i dont care. If this amount can save me from all the sufferings that i have now i would be willing to even forgo my meals in school everyday. I know all these sufferings that i am gg through now is very minute compared to the rest of the people in the world who are suffering from hunger and cold. Thats why im trying my best to make myself contend with what i have now. Like maybe try seeing trngs as a way to lose my fats and talking to those shitty people as a way to make more friends. I only like maybe 3 out of the whole lot of them OH WHATEVER! My mum was saying since i bear with it for almost 9 months. whats 6 more months. Lets see lets see. I wonder how long more can i stand all these. ARGH!!!!

PMS-ing over.

Promos over. HAHA! Got back some results already. So far for overall, physics C, Maths U, GP tentatively E/D, Chem overall pass, Econ mon then know. So maybe i wont get retained la. HAHA. Hope so. My maths was so horrible my teacher made it compulsory for me to hand him a tutorial every week. OH NO! I hate doing tutorials. I always do like one ques then i got pissed off and stop doing. HAHA! My physics thats why i got C. Whole level only about 25 failed overall. My chem was even easier. Im sure june and tay would get full marks. HAHA! I remember the days going out with some of them were so fun. Never ending craps and laughter. And never forgetting their high level of KAPO-NESS! 2 nuggets each ah!! Though i always say im so sian of your face, its not true la. I where got will be sian of your face where almost every outing of ours is fun though we always walk around aimlessly. HAHA! But I LIKE IT! And stop saying i like I** i dont! Actually i dont really like the one i said i like too. Im crazy la. Dont care about me. HAHA!

Have to be in school at 8am to set up some booths for some event. What the la. They were supposed to do it today but i guess as usual no one cared. wonder what the captain was doing. And now we have to be in school so early to set the booth up. As if who will come visit ">our booth! OKIE WHATEVER! I watched Rob-b-hood and stay alive recently. Stay alive was crap la. I was practically watching the whole movie through my fingrs half the time. QUite a creepy show. Dont like it. Wanted to watch possessed but it was M18. So too bad. ROB-B-HOOD WAS JUST SUPERUB

LITTLE ADORABLE MATTHEW!




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